🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable. The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for several hours. Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods. What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free. One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads. Historical medical texts suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this. In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered. Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms. Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people. But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals. The national guidance need updating to reflect a